I need to stop Facebook stalking old friends

It just makes me sad! I hate the "people you may know" function. I am coming across a bunch of old sorority sisters and I was looking through their profiles and they almost all have kids around the same age. It makes me really sad looking at all of their family photos, etc. I know I should just stop (and I def. won't friend them, because who needs kid updates on their daily newsfeed) but I can't! Why am I torturing myself?? This is why I hate IF. I can't even enjoy the mindnumbing distraction of Facebook anymore. Also, I thought, "I'll just shop online, that'll make me feel better." But, nope! I went to look at short on JCrew.com and the first thing that I thought was "better not buy any pants since I'll be bloated from IVF in starting May-ish and then may be pregnant in June." Of course, I may not be pregnant in June. I know I should just live my life like I am not going to get pregnant. Then I won't miss out on anything and I won't get my hopes up, but, who can do that??